What if I had a one year old right now!!?! Wow. Just….wow. It’s so refreshing to think about my past and instead of feeling sad and bitter, I feel grateful. Grateful to be in an adult relationship. Grateful for the opportunity to maybe someday have children with someone who loves me with his entire being. Grateful to hear him talk about our hypothetical wedding as he develops a literal twinkle in his beautiful blue eye. Grateful for the realization that I am capable of this much compassion and compromise. Grateful that someone from my dreams has become my reality and has changed my entire life for the better. To be loved is to love. Today, tomorrow, and every day after.